how lazy you are

at first...
i planned to choose more courses i prefer. at the moment, i gave up the idea.
i feel so tired these days but dont know why.
i study french whole day with my headphone.
i have terrible headache and feel like a deaf.

suddenly...
i am so afraid that i cant handle all of the important things in my life,
at least, before i go abroad...
the changes always happen before the plan.
i like to make plans but sometimes it's really useless.
my friends say...
never trust Charlotte unless the thing is right at the corner...

i need some refresh, really fresh air, not alcohol or food...lol
how to make things in hand better? it should be on the way soon...